:)

Answer me when I call to you,
    my righteous God.
Give me relief from my distress;
    have mercy on me and hear my prayer.

2 How long will you people turn my glory into shame?
    How long will you love delusions and seek false gods[b]?[c]
3 Know that the Lord has set apart his faithful servant for himself;
    the Lord hears when I call to him.

4 Tremble and[d] do not sin;
    when you are on your beds,
    search your hearts and be silent.
5 Offer the sacrifices of the righteous
    and trust in the Lord.

6 Many, Lord, are asking, “Who will bring us prosperity?”
    Let the light of your face shine on us.
7 Fill my heart with joy
    when their grain and new wine abound.

8 In peace I will lie down and sleep,
    for you alone, Lord,
    make me dwell in safety.

He's raising the dead in me.  

I can feel again...

Obsessed with 'Feel Again' -One Republic.♥ ..anyways that's not what I came here to talk about.. oh ho nooo..... So here I am, finally able to sit down without any urgency waiting for me around the corner, well not yet at least.. so let me take advantage of this bliss:) AAAH the Holidays... Every year starting around Thanksgiving... on a particular day a group of psychopaths thought up called BLACK FRIDAY, department stores mark their merchandise down to lower prices..sounds nice right? yea it does. sooo would someone tell me where and why that implies VIOLENCE? and then the wonderful season of Christmas.... whew. So If you didn't already know I work in retail.. and ive worked during the holidays of coarse... please bear with me... I truly don't get it... I don't understand how people can be so.. soo... sooo... nasty :( like as if I kidnapped their children and sold them to the Columbian mafia.... I mean really? how are you going to yell in my face because the bag you picked up which clearly visibly says 25.99 is not on sale for 5.99.... IT SAYS IT ON THE PRICE TAG SMART ONE. (originally I had put moron instead of smart one, but changed it due to the fact that I thought i'd be calm in the first part of this little rant) oh and of coarse you have the lovely scam artists as I like to call them.... ha ha.. wow I had to take a little second to chuckle to myself. but im back... where was I? oh yes the scammers... the ones that come in with 500 coupons and want to separate their transactions into hmm...500 different transactions so they can get a better deal and use all their lovely coupons... & then after that hour long ordeal.. as the other vicious animals behind them are getting more and more antsy and pissed off.....they quietly lean in to the register as if to tell me a secret, with that little ex-con smirk slapped on their face as they whisper.... 'why dontcha you take an extra 50$ of huh? for Christmas' .....your kidding me yes? DO I need to go on with this story? like really?! SLAP yourself.... For you for me for HUMANITY...no really go do it now... ill wait.
and the best part is when you tell them no... and you get to see a 50 year old grown adult break down like a 3 year old... and complain about customer service issues..... hate to break it to you babe but... I come into work and speak to each and every person and smile with more chipper than Barbie and all her BEACH PALS. soooo there is nothing wrong with the customer service, FOR DARN sure. ahh... I actually quite like working retail... I like working with people and helping out and explaining things to them believe it or not, as annoying as it is... I always seem to find a good laugh out of it in the end...but there is one particular day... which involved one particular women.... and the story goes like this... I was standing in the front of the store greeting the incomers explaining the sales answering questions inviting shoppers to check out the new season items.. and in she comes.... Black trenchcoat white hair, little circle specs.. and a huge brown faded leather bag.. (I tell no lies) I see her from across the room and I yell out a greeting  and smile and start to talk.... and this woman lifts up her hand to her mouth as If to silence me.. soo I do.... and I kinda stand there waiting for what she was silencing me for.. but I got no response soo I started to speak again.. she then whips her head around and scowls at me and says 'SILENCE' .......i literally said 'Ok' so i brush it off.. in my head i was laughing i wont lie... i was just like WEEEEIRDOOO no big deal...so i go on with my business.... putting things away.... and i feel a slap on my back... not a tap..no a slap....so im thinking oh its one of my co workers so i go to jump up from what i was doing with kind of a playfulness in me... and to my surprise its... olga... lets just call her olga since i don't know her name but it fits... So theres Olga.. shes standing there just staring at me.... so i happily said 'Hey there, are you finding everthing ok?' and do you know what she says???? 'I'm utterly offended by you and your stores sense of responsibility'? me: um Pardon me? (in my head im like WHAAAAAAT THE HECCCCK DID YOU JUST SAY?!   SO SHE REPEATS HERSELF......as if i didn't hear her.... so like an idiot i was like 'I don't understand..'       ...she started speaking Spanish.  


... I literally walked away. I think she thought Halloween is in December Silly lady.

What a Merry Christmas it has been....

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE AND ALL... I hope you were all blessed & that you havn't forgotten why we take the day aside to honor it :) I have soooo many stories just bursting out of my little mind....I just need to sit down and take the time to write er type them all out!! I'm super excited to tell all...really I am. I gain interesting stories just by living my day to day lifestyle....now add the holidays and then add retail...ill let that sit with you for a little while....mhhhhm. yup guessing that clicked you should know that it was a wild and crazy ride that I cant wait to talk about. BUT its Christmas and the WORLD calls (:

Merry Christmas!!!!!

   xoxo Victoria (:

A big Mac with a side of CREEPY.

..Sometimes I just dont understand what I did to create this pull..this strange bizarre magnetic pull..it's like I walk into a room or a public place and it's like... All the little weirdos come 'ah callin. So for a couple of weeks now, I've been going to the same Mc Donald's to grab a drink, normal yes? Yea I thought so... So Everytime I would go in the main manager would see me and give me this little grin? Smile? I don't know he basically sending me a friendly greeting..or so I thought. About the 3rd time going in he decided to not only hand me my drink but he hands me a bag of French fries as well...umm ok thanks? I'm thinking were probably getting old and he thought hey what the heck give em to this girl. So I smile and I do my best to give him a kind thank you and I go about my day...well afternoon rolls around and I decide I need another drink (I'm an addict) so I pull in get out of the car and whose standing outside smoking a cigarette?! Haha yup you guessed it Mr. Nice Guy Manager..so I wave and say hello as I walk inside, and to my amazement he jumps up from the curbside and runs behind the counter hands me a cup and calls out for a small fry.. So now I'm getting a little um..not really uncomfortable but just a little weirded out. Why? I don't know it's not like weird behavior is out of the ordinary for me. But anyways, I start to reach into my bag to grab my wallet because..well just because I'm gonna pay for my stuff I don't wanna give the wrong impression you know...and he tells from the back. "NO" my head literally springs up from neck nearly paralyzing me for life as I silently point to myself asking 'me?'. I think he read my facial concern pretty well because he decided to come and comfort me...yeeeeeaaaaaah...I'm sure you can picture the look of horror that crossed my face as he quickly walked towards me with OPEN ARMS!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to drop into a little hole..something, anything...I just wanted to disappear..but unfortunately God created me without super powers... :l so I was left to stand for myself... So there I am standing there watching him coming..it was like a movie I felt my head dart from left to right as if to be dodging bullets..my legs wanted to run but I couldn't I was stuck. Hahah ok maybe it wasn't that dramatic but it was in the moment..I felt his hand drop around my shoulder as I hear 'pretty girls don't need to pay for things, they DAHZerve to be pampered and spoiled, so this is on me.' As a wet creepy smile crossed his face..his little beady eyes piercing though my soul..I felt my fists start forming into little fists of fury..as they held by my side...but praise God because he is good..the man takes his arm from my shoulder and starts walking for the door, and he turns and says 'don't even mention it' ...can I say God knows I tried I really did...my mind was screaming all kinds of smart replies...and usually my mouth obeys and keeps quiet..but this time wasn't so lucky I guess, I spoke a little louder than usual very calmly and confidently said... 'I didn't mention it..and I wasn't planning on mentioning it, and FYI the next time you out your hands on me, this pretty spoiled pampered princess will turn pretty Ugly, vicious and violent.' YESSSSS I did! I did! But don't be worried


....I smiled before I walked away ;)

Pink sprinkles and shot Guns:)

Well, it's been awhile since I've actually kept up with something like this. Writing has always been my sort of escape. Some people write suicidal poems...some write songs, I guess I just write what's on my mind, which could be God only knows what haha! But here I am again, releasing the little frustrations, the joy and maybe the pain? But I doubt it (: I believe I was around 15 or 16 years old when I started my last blog 'victoriaslittlesecrets' haha and well now I'm 19 ironically working for the Real Victorias secrets hehe. Life is strange but hey... Anyways I send you the invitation to follow in my strange little whacky life if you'd like. But please be warned...if you are pregnant, have back problems..elderly or immature at heart..you might want to consult a doctor or just stay clear away.

This is all.

..for now ;)